the void

I gaze listlessly at the incandescent ceiling, listening to the acoustics surrounding my head…and think of nothing…

I want to be somewhere where there are no other humans around….and I want to cry…weep till the tears don’t come out anymore…I want to shout…scream till my throat goes hoarse and I cant speak anymore…I want to walk…run barefoot…till my legs cant take it anymore, and my chest hurts with every gulp of air I take in …

…and then I just want to lie down on the warm sand…and smile…and be happy to be there…